wholeheartedly

For once,

I wanna be someone first choice

not the one they have lesson with 

I wanna be the one they focused on

I wanna be the one they fight to be with

They wanna be with

I dont wanna be the one they look for when things are hard and forgets when things are good

I dont want to be the distraction from their problem

I want to be the one they stressed about

for once,

i wanna be hold so tight cause they dont think they will ever find someone else like me anymore

for once,

i wanna be loved so so much their heart hurts while thinking of me

for once,

i want to be the one they beg universe for--they pray for even when they dont believe in any god--i want to be loved that much

cause i think im gonna cry

i think i might cry

i want to be loved as deep as i love

when will i experience that? im scared that i'll never experience that at all. And on top of that, im a hopeless romantic? I live to love and be loved. 

I know life isn't all about that

But i think i'll be so so sorry for me if i don't ever get to experience in this lifetime. I wanna be loved so bad. I wanna be loved wholeheartedly.

Might have

I might’ve loved you a little bit

I’m asking for a favor,

Would you please grant it?

Please dont smile at me like that will you?

Please, please don’t ever make that kind of face when i talk to you

Im getting my hopes up, you see

You are someone else’s and i dont wanna get into another heartbreak

I just wanna live comfortably

I’ve been good you know? I feel at peace, i do have a little crush here and there, but no heartbreak

But you creep in so sudden into my consciousness—my late night thoughts, thinking about what your action could’ve mean

Please, please dont do this to me

Once i love, i love deeply, i love hard, and its not easy to get out

So please, if you just want to play.. please stop

Cause i might’ve loved you a little bit..