i crawled in bed, about to sleep
but suddenly so many thoughts pop up onto my mind
about responsibility, work, stuff
especially, today. it hits hard, i feel quite sentimental tonight; 49 minutes to tomorrow.
and you know, it rains. i cant help it, right?
ah, it's cold, too.
anyway..
i feel like something's kinda off, kinda missing lately.
have i been feeling less lately? sure, i have not talked much for the past month, because, oh well, quarantine.
it that is?
i laugh less, less sad, less happy, too.
less busy, less work, loooots of sleep.
i look at sky often, i tapes them, too.
it is actually nice to stay home all day. i work until evening and then quickly shower to close the day. It became a routine now. Talking to my friends by phone only now. But that too, i do less now. You could say i'm kinda lazy. Everything's fine..
but
something's missing.. something's off.
i wonder... what is it?
