Love

The more i grew up-
The more i realized. Love isn't like love at all. Instead-love is more like chaos-riot-depression-and everything in between.

I've seen people who've been hurt. I mean-been hurt like crazy. Because of one thing. This, this crazy, chaotic, unrealistic thing called love.
I've seen people whose they've been hurt so much they couldn't feel it anymore.
I've seen people that have been betrayed but they eventually begged to came back because they just love the other person so much.
I mean-the most careless people there is, the most i-don't-care-about-anything guy, is the people who threw out their fucking pride, cause why? Because of their heart, freaking heart just couldn't take it when the other party left.
I've known people who love this person so much, all she can do is, to be happy for him. To accept that, he had fallen for another girl, and yet she was forced to smile and gulp down that freaking story down her throat, because, what else did she can do?
I've seen the best couple i knew- the most lovey-dovey of them all, went down in flame. He loved her so much until the day he decided he just didn't believe in her anymore. And their conversation went shorter and shorter after time, they became faded.
And now i'm scared. I always think that, if the one you loved love you back, everything is okay. I've always been jealous of them. Hey, he loves you so what. But no, i didn't realize. They got hurt much more than me. Their loved one who they believed love them with all heart-hurt them. I bet that was freaking much a hell of pain. Their live was supposed to be much more happier than that. They are good people and doesn't deserve that.
So
Here's to the one that feel pain until they feel numb-
Here's to the one that is fool- cause all they can do is love even the love is already long gone-
Here's to the one who love in vain-
Here's to those who heartbroken.