my heart beats, telling me i'm still here--alive--breathing
telling me--i'm proud of you, for the things you've achieved or not, i am proud
for the progress--the hardship
i am proud
i am proud for the weird songs you listen to, for the OCDs- for the kind words that you've given even when you were hurting- for the flashbacks- for the breakdown- for the dances- for the mistakes- for things that made you realize that you were a human being--
not everyday is a happy day, but not everyday is sad either,
but at least, for today,
i am me, i am me, i'm grateful i am me.
this is an ode to myself--
this is an ode to myself.