You've been through much and you deserve what you've got. You deserve her. And i'm so happy for you.
But then there's me. The one who put you up through it all. The one who've been by your side when you're down. The one who supposed to be happy when you're happy.
--I'm taking a long-reaction poison. I'm taking it anyway knowing i will be die someday.
I'm taking it for granted-your smile, the sound of your laugh. I pretend that i didn't care at all but deep down i know that i do. Deep down i wanted you to choose me, that you will someday see my feelings for you..--
And then it's now. It's when you're already happy, but i don't know how to be happy for you.
