It's just you

I feel pain yet empty feelings in my chest.
Nor quite something happened before.

Or maybe it's the movie i watched an hour ago.

Or maybe it's the books i read a moment before.

Or maybe it's just you.

Nicotine

Cigaratte wrapped around her fingers,
As the smoke flew by the breath she blown.

Her eyes staring sorrowly through the midnight air

"This tingly little things won't stop tingling me. It's here"
she said as her fingers pointing at her chest

"But sometimes i feel it at my stomach, too
Especially when i see you, when your eyes look into mine"

He smiled.

She was happy. She felt so fine after telling him that, and after she saw his smile.
But little did she knows
As the time flew her tingles feel too strong-made her chest thights, her breath stopped at a moment, too.
He never look at her anymore, he didn't even met her eyes when he passed by her, which made her tingles grow stronger and rougher that she realized that it was no longer a tingle
She felt a warm things lifted up from her chest into her nose and then her eyes.
It was tears.

She stares at the moon blankly, and she pulls the nicotine into her lips.

She knows-that that nicotine bad for her lungs, she knows that too well.

But maybe he is more harmful for her heart than the nicotine for her lungs

I am not...

I am not one of those girls
who stilll looks beautiful with their sweats

I am not one of those girls
who have a natural pretty faces

I am not one of those girls
who have their hairs neat after P.E

I am not one of those girls
who will makes other people's pupils wider after get my hair braided

I am not one of those girls
whose the wrinkles besides their eyes makes them so damn beautiful

I am that kind of girl
who will eat chocolate after dinner

I am that kind of girl
who will looks awful after playing soccer

I am that kind of girl
who will never win those natural faces even i have plenty makes up on




why can't i be those girls?

You

You

You-who never absent in my brain,
You-who filled up my before-sleep-mind
And
You-who haunt my over-sensitive heart.

You.
You-who wasted all of my papers
You-who made me ups-and-down
You-who bring out my lewd side

You.
You who left.
You who don't care
You--who make me fall in love

Breathtaking

Breathtaking
.
.
Breathtaking
.

So beautiful ,isn't it? The words.

"You're so breathtaking"

Imagine someone say this to you. How will you feel?
It makes you feel warm, feel something inside you filled up with joy, makes you feel you--and your-from top to toe-are so worth it, and worth their breath.
It makes all of your insecurities gone, and you can finally recognise your  presence-- are beautiful.

But hey,
To you who are reading this

You are so breathtaking

  

 

A Fairytale

Hey everyone.
In case you don't know me well, well i'm--a dreamer.
I love being in something that out of reality, i love fantasy.
I love pouring out my happiness, gratefulness, and even my sorrow--into paper.
Or any other medias.

That's why i find it hard to face reality, i often run from it.
And, by that i mean i do some other things, like drawing, reading books (manga,manwha,novel, etc) , reading poetries or making one. (I LOVE LANG LEAV'S POEMS)

And, so
There we go.
A daydreamer fall in love with a boy.
A boy who lived ( HARRY POTTER) *lol
So.. for you all daydreamers all over the world, don't be like me. It's okay to have dreams, but remember.
You are not in a dream
You are not in a fairytale.

Mouth lies, Heart doesn't

Every single woman.

A little tiny turtle--Kura kura kecil

Turtle oh turtle, stay by my side
Won't you?

A Poem, A Poetry

Those dearest eyes i craved for so long---●﹏●

A Beautiful Creature

To you, that i saw behind of my fragile windows...

A Demon Fox

A DEMON FOX--SILUMAN RUBAH

"Then.., say you don't hate me"
whispered Tomoe as his presence pressured Nanami to her edge.

Nanami was startled, her hearts at once-skips a beats and in pain,
for seeing his dearest, Tomoe's face looks in disappointment.

She crave for the ease of her guiltiness, so she said

"I.. don't hate you."


I wonder.. what's this feeling?

tehee~!